Thursday, November 4, 2010

Lost (part2)

There you are,
Sitting across the room.
You smile at me,
And I believe you.

I got lost in the love,
The love of my imagination
That smile was a lie
I took advantage of this situation.

Lost (part1)

I feel like a hippie out there,
With this flower in my hair.
Walking around with my crochet vest,
Looking around at this mess.

I've never felt so lost,
What is the cost,
To find my way back home.
I feel so alone.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Monday mornings

She walks threw the room of a bunch of chairs. The sounds of imagination: tapping of drums, whistling of flutes, blowing of horns. She soon makes her way to her seat- yellow and blue in color. Barging threw a group of kids in the lower grade, searching for the cage that holds a black case, she does not know her true love has came threw the heavy, red door. As she returns to her chair with a trumpet as shiny as her eyes, he brings his large black case to the seat next to hers. She acts like hes not there, until she can't handle it. He turns to her as he places the mouth piece into his trumpet and says hey. His eyes sparkle like the stars, and are like looking at a forest of autumn trees. And his hair. His hair is a slice of sunshine, long, wavy and blonde. "Hey!" she said when she finally realized that he spoke. He doesn't understand. He doesn't know that he means the world to her. Her life revolved around him, until she couldn't have him anymore. Now she feels like she has nothing. He doesn't realize that just knowing hes in school and that he noticed her, made her day.They talk about random, funny jokes.Or how their previous day was. They fill each other's folders with jokes from the past. And for once is a long time, she feels special.

Lyrics

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half a life
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live half a life
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?